Male!BelarusxReader - Express Your Stalker Side 5

The crashes in the hallway were enough to wake up your history teacher and jump up in his seat. He gets up and walks out to see what was happening. Worried, along with everyone else, you follow outside to see what was happening hoping it wasn’t who you thought it was.
But it was. Those cold purple eyes that stared down at an unconscious figure that lay on the floor. You averted your eyes to the floor where you saw the broken pieces of glass, papers flying around everywhere and a couple droplets of blood near the body. …Wait. Is that Roderick?
“Eek!” you and Elizabeta ran towards the unconscious body and checked for a pulse. Luckily, he was still alive. You shoot your [e/c] eyes up at the Belarusian who, surprisingly enough, had a shocked look.
“I know you HATE me but you didn’t have to take out your anger on someone else!” You yelled angrily at him as you stood in front of him, looking up at his face. “That’s just going too far!”
“Shut up.” He mumbled, “I don’t know what came over me…”
“What?! You DON’T know?” you snapped, “After earning a reputation like THAT, you don’t know what came over you? You’re a monster!” Nikolai’s eyes narrowed as you yelled the last word. With the silence that came over the two of you, the teacher and some students helped Roderick to the infirmary while the other students awkwardly moved back to class.
“Why can’t you control your obsession once in a while?!” you continued as everyone left, “I just don’t understand how a brute like you can be so heartle-!”
“Stop it!” He yelled before pushing you to the floor where you were definitely sure something broke in your body. His expression became worried but then confused. “I-I’m sorry!”
What. Why was he apologising? Whatever, you didn’t care, you were still mad. “What the hell, Nikolai! Just because I told you NOT to hurt others because of your hatred for me didn’t give you permission to hurt me now!”
He clutched onto his head before yelling, “SHUT UP!” He kneeled to the floor and wrapped his hands around your neck. “You have no idea how I’m feeling right now!”
“Of course I do.” You spat back in response, “You’re feeling obsessive over your own brother.”
He strangled you this time which caused you to lose your consciousness in just a matter of seconds. But before you closed your eyes, you couldn’t help but notice a teardrop form in his eyes.
You awoke from your slumber as you drowsily opened your eyes. You look to the side where you can see Roderick was still sleeping. You then turn to the other side, where you see Nikolai’s back and you could tell that he was deep in thought. That was when his train of thought was distracted by the sound of the door opening followed by some angry stomping and calm footsteps. You squint your eyes to see who it was and you noticed it was Ivan and Dmitri. You closed your eyes once again to feign sleep while you listened to their conversation.
“Brother! Why did you do that?!” you heard Ivan yell. Wow. Ivan’s yelling for the first time in his life. You smile slightly in your sleep.
“I don’t know!” he replied again which made you slightly angry.
“How could you not know? It’s bad enough that you beat up Roderick, but why [Name]?”
“She pissed me off…”
“She always does, doesn’t she?! Why can’t you just stop doing things that will cause trouble? There’s no way you can grow up like ‘big brother Ivan’ now, brother. Because I don’t beat up my sibling’s friends and make them unconscious!” Those lines made you feel a bit relieved somehow but you couldn’t help but feel sorry for Nikolai for the second sentence that the Russian man blurted out.
“Shut up! You wouldn’t know what happened! YOU WEREN’T THERE TO HELP HER! BESIDES, IT’S NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS!” Nikolai finally shouted. Wow, so much for obsession.
“What’s come over you, Nikolai?” Dmitri asked, “You’ve always been, well, violent, I guess but… I don’t know what’s happening now. You strangled [Name] but you regret it?” This conundrum then sent you into your thoughts wondering why Nikolai was regretting strangling you. Maybe it was because he knew he would get in trouble with his brother.
“You know what? I don’t think [Name] would forgive you when she wakes up. So don’t even think about following me until you apologise and she forgives you.” You can feel a very dangerous aura filling the room which then disappeared when he and Dmitri left the room. Nikolai was still standing near your bed until he sat down on a chair next to your bed and started to sniffle. Wait a damn minute. Was Nikolai crying?
Feeling sorry for the poor guy, you try to reach your hand up to his head and you start to ruffle his hair, prying open your eyes and a soft smile spread across your face. But you forgot that this was Nikolai. And now you’re mentally freaking out as he stares at you with surprised eyes.